I'm looking for a job to avoid this desperation of being at home doing nothing. I can't waste these months on computer games whatsoever (I underline it because for World of Warcraft it might be even worthy), and even though I'm studying how to play my new wonderful trumpet, things I have to do are really few.
I'm writing now after a boring roman night, like the ones it happens too often ti live. There was an interesting program, Jeff Mills was playing @ Brancaleone, but it was sold out. Then we tried somewhere else to dance a little but there was a gay night expensive and unacceptably glamourous. So tired and depressed we crashed in a sort of lounge bar...how sad.
I hate fucking roman nights. People really look boring and selfish, it's not easy at all to get to know somebody. In Rome if you meet someone new is because you're introduced to them, not because you met them somewhere accidentally. This really freaks me out, especially if you think I met my girlfriend at the metro stop. I feel lonely in Rome, it looks to me it's damn hard to get to know people. Everyone has their friends and that's it, groups are rigid. Hope things will change someday, or I will move definitely somewhere else for good.
Cheers
