Desperate

Jeez, I need a vacation...
I'm working hard for the last effort to complete the thesis, even though my professor shows some resistences. It's really hard when people don't aknowledge your work, it seems really easy for them to direct and give orders when it takes more than a smile for you to achieve results.
Anyway I'm a little disgusted by a lot of small things, mostly part of the past, that are in addiction the reasons why being in Rome is so hard. I'm bored here, I feel strongly the sensation to have wasted a lot of time in the past and I need to believe the best is yet to come. I have great plans, maybe dreams, but on that I'll try as hard as I can...I will leave this damned city and country, one way or another.
On the other hand evenings are quite happily spent these days, I hang out with nice people (which I need in order to avoid becoming crazy), and have good time.
I hope everyone is enjoying what they're doing,

hugs