Now that I have clearer mind, I rethink of what happened in the past weeks, months, year.
All of a sudden I find myself enjoying my time in Brussels even too much, deciding to stay there longer, postponing the thesis, graduation and such. Then, a sense of invincibility appears to have taken me so that I couldn't reason with clear mind. It is only now that I realize, not to have been mistaken, but to have made choices considering no possible adversity.
That's why the circumstances I should have forseen caught me so surprisingly unprepared.
I do know, on the other hand, that I've been a little unlucky, but I must be couscious that I made mistakes and cannot now avoid being responsable for those.
But as I said beginning this post, I have clearer mind now and the future appears less tragic of what I thought in the beginning. You just have to learn flexibility. The more easily you heart adapts to situations, the more versatile your mind will be. It doesn't mean to accept everything and always consider that "things will come to you one way or another". It means you have to try get everything tou can also from a second best situation, that is most of the time not a choice.
I played basketball today, for the first time since october. It's fucking hard, my body is aching in almost every part, but how satisfying it is to lay on the couch after the shower, with all your muscles thanking you for being reactivated.
The best is yet to come.
Monday, April 02, 2007
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Hola cabrón!
Me alegro de que vuelvas a poner en movimiento esa barriga cervecera (viva la birra belga!) y eso te ayude a ver las cosas de otra manera.
Ya he cumplido un mes en la empresa y aunque he currao mucho y no cobro demasiado, me encuentro relativamente a gusto... me estaré volviendo sadomaso? Será que ya lo soy!
Por cierto, te he invitado a que sigas una cadena literaria a la que me invitó Chinti. Entra en mi blog y echa un vistazo.
Un abrazo!
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